The people are so charming, the place is amazing, the music is fabulous. I want to go back. I miss Nawlins. I want to go back and stay for ever.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
why bother
The idea of this blog was initially as a cathartic tool. Yes it was. But now I think it is a place for me to understand myself. Which I don't. Sometimes I want to give up trying.
I'm depressed at the moment: so what's new. I feel physically heavy, it's hard to move a lot when one is down. My moods are see-sawing at the moment. I'm supposed to apply for a new job and I'm so depressed I don't know how I'll manage to write the application. "Give me this job because I am so depressed and bored in my present line of work that I day dream of going 'postal' as they say in the USA."
I talked with a pal today about just going 'postal' with a paint gun. That would be so much fun. I wonder if I would get charged with assault? It would be worth it. Sounds like a scene from Boston Legal. Hah, at least that brought a smile to my face. See this blogging thing works after all.
I'm depressed at the moment: so what's new. I feel physically heavy, it's hard to move a lot when one is down. My moods are see-sawing at the moment. I'm supposed to apply for a new job and I'm so depressed I don't know how I'll manage to write the application. "Give me this job because I am so depressed and bored in my present line of work that I day dream of going 'postal' as they say in the USA."
I talked with a pal today about just going 'postal' with a paint gun. That would be so much fun. I wonder if I would get charged with assault? It would be worth it. Sounds like a scene from Boston Legal. Hah, at least that brought a smile to my face. See this blogging thing works after all.
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