Saturday, July 31, 2010

Stephen Fry - encore!

Today, still having thoughts of suicide, yet also thinking I  would give up my job and home to spend the rest my life as Stephen Fry's housekeeper.

I don't have a crush in the physical sense (we're not on the same team for starters).  I'm in  love with his rather massive vocabulary, his huge wit, his divine use of language, his ethics, and  his compassion.

He left us with some wisdom from another hero of mine, Oscar Wilde, which resonated deeply.  I now feel free of of the guilt I've had for ever.  Guilt about not ever having made up my mind about what I want to be, and what I want to do. I have carried that shame for eternity.  

Now I'm free.  Hooray!



I have lost that huge burdensome guilt, simply because someone, who is most certainly smarter than I am, has given me permission.  I love you Mr Fry.  Please keep sharing what's in that brain of yours.

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